i want a job so i can get my license

and i want a gym memebership so i can stop feeling disgusting

i want to get my hair done so i can do something with it

and i want someone to know what to say, something thats going to make me feel better right now, not something encouraging that makes me feel like i actually do need to lose weight and get a hair cut… something that doesnt make me feel like a total failure at life.